today i wore red & black to work.

i stepped into the train and found three other people dressed in the same color combi IN MY CABIN.

they consisted of an uncle, a middle-aged auntie, and a maid.

thankyouverymuch.

i went for lunch only to discover even more red&blacks in raffles place.

in fact i think half no, make that three-quarter of raffles place was dressed in those colors.

thankyouverymuch once again.

it has been a shitty CNY for me (and most of the other rats that i know of).

in the sense that i have been losing to the point of no return regardless of what i gamble on. yes REGARDLESS OF WHAT I GAMBLE ON. y'see, the thing is i'd always win in the beginning and start to get cocky and then eventually lose everything at the end lah. NABEI. disgusting right?!?! cannot believe how sway i am this year man.

i am really exhausted.

so much so that i dont even know what i've been doing at work today.

i guess i just zombied my monday through.