been wearing many turbans since i got back from batam.

think i'd better go see a doc before it gets worse.

getting nowhere with the job applications, and it sucks.

i hate the feeling of being so aimless in life.

or issit cause my expectations are too high?

i dont wanna work in operations, it's so dry and mundane.. GAWD.

i miss going to school.

i miss pretending to pay attention in lectures when we're actually gossiping.

i miss the talk-cock sessions during break.

i miss travelling on 74 (hmmm.. maybe not).

i miss hanging out with the lengkuns after school.

i miss everything about school.

BUT

with that said,

i'd rather miss it than to experience it once again.

so.... please please please

let me clear all my modules this semester.