♥ Wednesday, November 22, 2006 ♥
23:55
work has indeed gotten to me and that can only mean depression and i will soon meet again. spoke to the supervisor in regards to shortening the contract, but got rejected by some ambiguous reasons. so till 31 dec it is.
it's only been 2 weeks, and im really really sick and physically as well as mentally tired of every single damn thing. the colleagues are okay, the job's shitty in a mundane way, the pay is PATHETIC, i have minimal sleep daily, and i go to work feeling no less than a piece of crap.
i guess i can only blame it on my rashness. shit happens, this is life and i should prolly learn to grow up and get on with it. but still..... SIGHS.
oh, i tried to be funny by taking a bus to work today. it's a direct bus from my place, and it stops right opposite SGX, which is awesome. but it takes forever to reach my destination. gawd, i boarded the bus at bout 740am, and got to the office at bout 850am. had i taken a train, i would have reached at like 820am or so lar!
well, the friends are at phuture again. lucky bitches/bastards!! haa.
this must be one of the shittiest holidays i've ever had.. leon says at least im earning some money, which is a tradeoff. true in a way, but right now, i just feel demoralised to the point of no return.
i guess noone truly understands how i feel.
anyways, happy birthday pearly!
