♥ Sunday, July 30, 2006 ♥
02:45
sometimes, i truly wish i could isolate myself from this world.
free from all the pain, sufferings, hardships (of others), and maybe interaction even, because the harshness of reality is simply too much for me to suppress.
well i wasnt exactly at gun-point during my closet moments, but to tell you the truth, i find closure my best form of tranquility. being an emo-freak, it is only natural that i suck at expressing myself. paradoxical you may find it, but if i do attempt to, i may just end up creating a lake or two in hougang ave 8 (or wherever i may be at the point of time). so the best and
safest way would eventually be keeping everything to myself. and with that said, im evidently not the easiest person to read, or even get along with huh??
SIGHS, i dont even know what the heck im typing about. it's just that.. sth happened at home. sth pretty serious (well to me at least), and it affected me a whole lot. im not gonna elaborate cause i simply do not want to. pardon me but im just being my usual odd self; sharing aint my thing. i dont need a listening ear, just a shoulder or two to cry on.
