i'm going to get this! heheh.


Fujitsu Lifebook S7020

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well, life's pretty much been the same.
except that i havent checked my mails nor have i logged on to friendster for the longest. why? because my home pc is gone. like totally.

the aftermath of death underneath has been distressing but cope-able so far. it ain't easy but i try my best not to think of what lies beneath or 6 feet under, especially when darkness falls and when i try to sleep. i've stopped rolling around the room with my annoying roller chair, i try to avoid windows, i try to sleep away from the walls, and i even try to imagine him to be boo radley.

what we didn't know until much later was, he's believed to have died for 5 days before getting discovered, which is truly unbelivable i know. it's quite sad actually, but i guess it's time to move on to brighter things now. (however, i think i still need u to send me home at 3 or 4 am in the morning, genevieve :P)